A few days before my Chinese Papers, I attended and witnessed David's and Ruby's ( Ruby's from China!) wedding ceremony. This was the first Christian wedding ceremony I've attended in my life. HEH.
The ceremony started at 10 am but I arrived at 7.30am. All thanks to my parents who were in charged of the ushering visitors. ( This is what you get when you still don't know how to drive.) As the bride and bridegroom were from the Chinese Service, I've already expected that I'm gonna be really lonely and lost for the whole day 'cause I hardly know any youth from the Chinese department.
When I arrived, the guys were busy gel-ing and styling their hair, tying their ties, trying to look as smart as possible (as if they're the bridegroom of the day HAHA joking la.) and I couldn't find any girl and had no idea where they went. but then I found out that they went to the house to dress the bride or something. Too bad lar I'm not in the Chinese Youth so did not get a chance to join them. I didn't know about it before that either. Oh so sad. D:
But even if I go I'll be super lost, so better not to go HAHA.
I got so bored so I went to the dressing room to play with the kids. YES, I'm childish like that HAHA. Of course I didn't play with them, even if I want, I don't think the kids will wanna play with me. I mean, who wants to play with an old woman HAHA. Not that I'm old. D:
So I took so many photos of the kids. They loved, LOVED taking photo.
The kids are much, much more photogenic than you and me. HEH.
Granddaughter of my babysitter who took care of me when I was one to three year-old.
Ultraman wanna-be HAHA.
Flower girls. Haih, I didn't get a chance to be one. Now too old already *sniff sniff*
I think they got annoyed by me already, kept on taking their photos.
Look at her eyes SO HUGE.
BEEEEE BEEEEEEEEEE!!! So adorable!!
HEY YOU ULTRAMAN.
I AM NOT A PEDOPHILE. DON'T MISUNDERSTOOD.
SO BORED till I took pictures of decorative fake flowers.
Fake flowers also look so pretty.
And then Jessica came. I was nearly bored to death. I look like I'm dying in this photo HAHA. This is how you'll look like in the middle of SPM.
Then we camwhore non-stop. Like we're getting married.
Joshah, Carmen and Jacinta and Jessica. Everyone's 'J' except me. Just so you know, Joshah is fourteen.
I... er ... donno their names. Except the one with pink tie, Kai Feng, another one with pink shirt, Gabriel, the one with brown t-shirt, Kia Ni, and Joshah. The one behind Joshah is ma bro yo.
The childish looking guy sticking out his tongue is my dad. HAHA.
SPM had just ended yesterday ( LIKE FINALLY) and I had never felt this good ever in my life now. AWESOME.
I was having Chinese papers yesterday. I did quite okay for the essays papers ( I guess?) but OH DEAR GOD, my comprehension paper was totally screwed. I didn't have enough time. I spent like 50 MINUTES for the stupid summary and when I realised I had only 15 more minutes I still had so many questions of 文言文 (means ancient chinese language. It's really hard for normal people like me to understand and interpret those 'ancient words' OH SCREW IT.) and 名句精華 (chinese idioms). Oh my gosh I was so panic at that moment especially when I realised everyone around me (ESPECIALLY MIN LING) had finished the paper except me.
Gosh I'm darn scared now. Please I don't want a 'B' for Chinese!!!! It's the language I've spoken since the day I know how to speak.
I can say my other subjects were quite okay, the only two subjects I'm worrying about are Biology and Chinese. :O
I know many SPM takers said almost all the exam were very easy. Well, I don't dare and don't wanna say they're easy, just in case I can't get good result for the subject, it's gonna be really embarrassing. Right? I need to jaga muka a bit first la.
I took these photos on the last day of SPM, 7.00am. Donno why my school looks so run-down in these photos.
The end of SPM means the end of my high school life (unless I'm going for form 6). Although, very frankly, I don't really like my school, still, this is the place where all my memories with my bunch of close and goo-goo friends begins.
When I was returning the textbooks in school today, I saw a couple of students ( probably athletes) in school PE t-shirts, hanging out in school, I realized, that I am not gonna be in uniforms or school t-shirts anymore, I am not gonna hang out in school anymore, I AM really leaving school. Out of sudden I caught a glimpse of sadness. I AM LEAVING HIGH SCHOOL.
I never thought I'll feel sad, not even a teeny bit, that I'm leaving school. Well I feel sad, of course, as I'm gonna be leaving my friends, but not school. Since I've started high school, I've been complaining about school, the rules ( but seriously the rules are really stupid and unreasonable), the protocols, the prefect board and whatnot. Until today, I realized how unappreciative I was all these years. Oh gosh. ( But I'm still not gonna deny that my school rules are really stupid.)
After all, it was still my school. I've been wearing the uniform with my school badge for five years. This was where I spent most of my time in other than home for five years. This was where I got so many close friends that I could really talk to. And teachers who were like friends to me. *sigh*
This is gonna be the last photo of me in uniform. Wasn't really in the camwhore mood cause I woke up at 4am on that day and was dead tired. And yes I'm Teoh Kah Woon if you haven't realized.
I'm definitely gonna miss my bunch of friends. I mean, other than the few close friends in school, I don't really have anymore friends that I can actually tell them anything and everything. Though some of them LOVE to tease me so much, but still, I can tell anything to them. I'm being really frank here. And I know I sound so pathetic.
I mean, yeah, there ARE very good friends in church, but still, compared to the friends in school, I'm still not that close to them. In fact, sometimes I feel quite lost whenever they started talking about the past or someone who used to be in church whom just went overseas to further his/her study and many others. Look, most of my church friends knew each other since they were a kid, or maybe since they were born, so, you get what I was saying.
That's why I am considered VERY VERY quiet in church compared with when I'm in school. When Jessica said I am a very quiet girl, I was laughing so hard in my heart, 'cause never once in my life, was there anyone who actually said that I am QUIET. I've always been called by my friends as noisy, loud, annoying, talkative... in school. I was quiet in church 'cause sometimes I really donno how to, you know, get myself involved in their conversation. I just donno what to say. Some people may think I'm unfriendly but really, deep down in my heart, I do wanna talk and fellowship, I wasn't being unfriendly you see, I just, don't know how to fit in?
I tried to make more new friends, but then I realised, even though I know their names and they know mine, we can't be called friends, 'cause all we do every weekend was just saying hello and bye. Nothing more. We're forever stuck in that hello-byebye relationship. It's pointless and that's why I stopped asking people their names and stuff. It's better to have one friend whom you can really talk to than having 100 friends who only knows your name and nothing more than that.
I realized that as one grows older, it's harder for him/her to make new friends. As we grow, we kinda have developed this wall, this barrier when we're with other people.
But at least now I'm closer with my cell girls already la. And some other friends from other cells. Mostly girls la.
Anyway, dear friends in school, especially mini-pabo, we must keep in touch or else I'll pluck your hair. HAHA.
Some photos from graduation ceremony.
The robe. very ugly robe.
Cam whore photos.
PUAN SHIRLEY!!!
Min ling Sheep.
Dong Dong.
David. My primary school classmate.
Ji Sheng
Chinese class people.
I guess that's all for now. Suddenly lack of ideas about what to write. SO BYE.
This song is so NICE. Rank 2nd after 'Fly Me to The Moon' in my top favourite songs.
One more subject. Just one more subject to go and I can finally wave and say bye bye to SPM HAHAHA!
*SING GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED* !
Bad news is the last subject I am sitting for is CHINESE/ MANDARIN. The toughest subject of all in SPM. There were only 4 people among the Chinese subject takers got A+, that's how tough it is. It's okay, I am tough, tough people do tough stuffs and study tough subjects. HAH!
Anyway, though there's one more subject, I feel as if I've finished SPM. I am in totally good mood these few days HAHA and I don't have to wake up 4am in the morning anymore. HAHAHA SO DARN HAPPIEEE~
I took 10 subjects for SPM, the past nine subjects were, frankly, quite okay, not as hard and scary as I've expected, EXCEPT... Biology.
I can't believe it. Seriously, I felt like I've just been betrayed by Biology. ( er... yeah I'm no artsy fartsy, I'm a pure science stream student HEHE but I don't think I am doing science courses after SPM double HEHE. Sometimes I really feel like slapping myself. WHY WASTE SO MUCH TIME STUDYING SCINCE SUBJECTS FOR TWO YEARS? DONKEY.)
Among the three science subjects, I can honestly say Biology is the one I like the most. ( actually to be MORE honest, it depends on my mood. Sometimes I like Chemistry sometimes I like Biology, whatever la, it's the same HEHE) Everyone spotted 'double fertilisation' is gonna come out, from my school to Seafield school to USJ 8 school, EVERYONE, LITERALLY, EVERYONE, SPOTTED that question. And I was so good at that question, I can even write an essay about it with my eyes blindfolded.
AND GUESS WHAT?
IT DIDN'T COME OUT.
One more time.
IT DID NOT COME OUT!!!!!!
OH MY GOSH SUPER GG WHY YOU NO COME OUT DOUBLE FERTILIZATION????
I HATE YOU POLLEN TUBE NUCLEUS AND GENERATIVE NUCLEUS.
And you know what's even more GG? Something about tendons came out. VERY GOOD. TENDONS. And you know what? I flipped through the tendons page. I REALLY JUST FLIPPED THROUGH THAT PAGE. What the donkey seriously.
I don't wanna be a doctor.
Stupid Biology HOW COULD YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS??????? MEANIE.
Hopefully my straight A dream will not be just a dream. PLEASE DON'T LET ANYTHING RUIN AND BREAK THIS BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL SOON-AND-MUST-TO-BE-REALITY DREAM.
SCREW BIO. SCREW PHYSICS. SCREW ADD MATHS. SCREW FAKE SEJARAH. SCREW USELESS MORAL. GET AWAY FROM MY LIFE AND NEVER COME BACK.
BUT, I still wanna thank God for walking along with me throughout this month or else I really donno how to go through this. :D
I wish I can travel like Cheesie WOOOOOO. OKAY BYE HVE TO STUDY FOR CHINESE ALREADY. :D
SPM exams haven't started yet but I'm already hoping it to end quick.
3 more days to go and you have no idea how panic I am.
I am trying not to give myself too high expectation 'cause I am afraid that my results won't turn out as good as I thought or wanted. The bigger hope you have, the bigger disappointment you'll get. That's what people say.
Anyway I'll still gonna try my best, the hardest, for SPM. Hopefully I'll get what I aim for.
Joanne's mum once told me in church, ' You do your part, and God will do His. '
I miss shopping malls. I miss watching TV without feeling guilty. I miss facebook. (and I know my no-need-to-worry-about-SPM-friends in Canada and Aussie are betting 10 Aussie/ Canadian dollar on me if I'm logging into facebook or not. Well I am not. One of you just lost your 10 bucks.)
Every morning when I wake up, the first thing that comes to my mind is ---- STUDY.
Study study study study AND STUDY. I HATE THIS. IT SUCKS.
I kept getting dreams of myself not getting good results for SPM. I AM SCARED. I've kinda lost all my confidence I used to have. GOD HELP ME.
AND I AM FREAKING HAPPY. Graduating from secondary school of course.
Nope. Not sad at all.
Okay la maybe I'm a lil' bit sad 'cause this means that I am gonna be leaving my buddies.
But hey, I AM LEAVING MY SCHOOL. My so-called cluster school without even a proper school hall for us to have our graduation ceremony in it. It's so ironic that students from a cluster school are asked to attend graduation ceremony in a primary school because their cluster school doesn't have a hall and the primary school has. (What's more the primary school isn't a cluster school.) I wonder how we got that 'Cluster School' title really. Ooops.
My dad was laughing so badly when I told him that we're using a primary school hall to graduate.
I know I said I am not gonna blog till SPM ends on facebook, but it's just a short post so no harm done right. It's only 5 minutes. I didn't log into my facebook page anyway.
