A few more steps.

Trials are FINALLY over. Yay? Think again. When trials are over, we've only left a few more steps to SPM. Holy mother.

I'm having holidays next week. Really hope I can study my brains out. Carmen Teoh, don't waste your time.

You know every year during the SPM results releasing day, I always admire the seniors who've gotten straight A+ or straight A1, I admire them so much, wishing and hoping that I can eventually be one of them. Not everyone can get such excellent results you know. It's like only one in a few hundreds can get it. It's not easy. I've tried quite hard (well not the hardest or the best I've tried *guilty*)  during the trials, and my results still aren't satisfying.

If I can get straight A s without any A-, but only A and A+, I will be really grateful and appreciative already.

I think all of the straight A+/A1 seniors have gotten themselves all sorts of saliva-dripping scholarships, and most of them had already studying in overseas as a scholar. Studying at overseas. As a scholar. OMG that's what I've been longing for since I was a foetus.

Sometimes I think life's quite unfair. Some people they don't work for what they want, but they still can get it. They're spoon fed since young, not only them, their parents, their grandparents, their ancestors. They just... get what they want... even if they didn't put any effort in it at all. They don't get outstanding results in school, neither do they have very good personalities or behaviors,  for some reasons, they still get the chance to further their studies in some famous universities in overseas. This is kinda like, an opened secret. You see it in newspaper every single year.

Whereas for some other people, they did shitload of works, they put in so much effort, they worked and worked and worked so freaking hard, but what they earned is that little, like a scholarship to a college which you've never even heard the name of it, and some courses and degrees which aren't even needed in the society and won't lead you in any bright future, and sometimes, some of them don't even get anything. It's bloody unfair. These people deserve to get returns which have the amount of what they worked for, you see. As for the former, what have they done to deserve such superior opportunities? Nothing. They don't deserve it.

Life's so unfair and it sucks.

I am just saying out my opinions you see, not only mine, these are also the opinions of people who weren't treated fairly.

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More pictures from facebook.

Carmen and Carmen. We're cool carmen-s. :)

Joey looks funny haha. I look funnier HAHAHA.

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I know posted this photo before, but it looks so nice, so I posted it again :)

By the way, I am thinking about decorating my header. Which photo looks better on my header?

 This. (picture 1)

Or this? (picture 2) I like this photo actually, but I don't know why didn't I smile in a more relaxing and enjoying way instead of looking like I am having constipation.

What do you reckon? Leave a comment to tell me which header's nicer can? Thank you sweeties. <3