Pre-SPM symptoms

Hi I am so bored I don't feel like studying and I know Biology exams are in two more days. For the whole day I've only read three pages of Biology, I am gonna die die die. It's Malaysia's Day by the way, OH WOW I AM SO EXCITED. NOT. I am so friggin', friggin', friggin' bored of exams I AM NUMBED. I can't feel anything about exams anymore. I don't feel nervous anymore. That's not a good thing I know, how can you not feel nervous during exams HUH? But I am kiasu as usual, don't worry. Stupid, useless, exams.

I am so bored right now, I feel like I am wasting my precious time, I feel like talking to someone, I called Ariel thrice but no one picked up the phone, and I just remembered that she went for a wedding dinner. Apek Ariel can have shark fin soup. ARIEL CHEN DABAO FOR ME. I wanted to call Sheep Tio but she will surely scold me for interrupting her watching her Korean drama. I wanted to call Denice Loo but she's having tuition, that mega-kiasu lang everyday tuition tuition tuition (I HATE TUITIONS BY THE WAY. It's a waste of time, and also a waste of $$$$) Well Shi-yi called me but I was having dinner outside I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED HER PHONE CALL! It's an international call from Aussie OKAY?

I was suppose to attend prayer meeting in church but my relatives are here so I can't go anywhere.

I wanna go US and study. Anyone knows how to save MYR 120,000 in four years time? Give me ideas. I will still be a student and during these four years I still have to study, so yea, please give some more reasonable, useful and serious ideas. I know there's always another way to get to US by getting a scholarship, but just in case, I am not that lucky or smart to earn one, I need MONEY TO GO THERE, the KA-CHINGS. After all, it's not easy to get a scholarship. Please, I really, really, wanna go there! FOUR YEARS. MYR 120,000. I am desperate. Really, REALLY desperate. I am praying hard for this too. Please pray for me too will ya? ;)

I AM REALLY SERIOUS ABOUT THAT.

By the way, I am kinda addicted to these people's videos recently. Probably I am too bored of exams. I think this is a pre-SPM symptoms huh? Having addiction towards videos.

Jayesslee, they're Korean twin who live in Sydney, I love their accents, wish that I'll have it too :) Listen to  this, their voices are so beautiful, so perfectly tuned, When they start singing, you can feel something warm starts spreading around your heart, their voice can really really melt your heart. And they're pretty. Pretty people with pretty voices from pretty country. What lucky girls they're.




Ryan Higa. I think you should know him. I love this guy wei, good-looking yet funny. I'll laugh till I drop everytime whenever I watch his videos, though some of them are really crap and meaningless.

This one is the funniest of all.





Kevjumba, another Asian in US. His videos are also quite funny.




Chester See, super talented singer. And parody maker.


Victor Kim, another talented singer. and dancer. b-boy.


By the way all of them are friends, you know. They knew each other. WOW.

And this
is one of the very few things I am proud of my school. He's a senior from my school, graduated, of course. I am not close to him, in fact I don't know him as a friend at all, but he's really talented so I wanna share his covers here. I started listening him singing since like I was form 1? 'Cause he will never miss to perform during some school events or functions. Super heart-melting voice. ( Okay I know I sound like a silly little fan here.)


Ariel recommended me to watch this short film. It's quite deep but it's nice. ( aiya I donno how to describe la) But you gonna need a lot of patience to watch this. Not bad, not bad.


You know Korean dramas, they always picture the main male characters as a very lovely, charming, noble, and ideal boyfriends or even husbands. And the girls as the very ideal girlfriends too. They can literally sacrifice EVERYTHING for the one they loved, though the person didn't like them at all. They can cry for the ones they love, eventhough the guys are macho and muscular and all, they'll still cry, and feel heartache when their partners are sad... And all the others heart-touching, eyes-tearing scenes... But you know what, come back to reality,  though I am a very big Korean dramas fan, and I hate to say it, those are fake. Those people, won't even exist. They never exist. Girls should stop dreaming. Guys should stop dreaming. I should stop dreaming.

I am super bored. OMG SOMEONE PLEASE FORCE ME TO STUDY NOW PLEASE.