The end.

Volleyball people.

SPM had just ended yesterday ( LIKE FINALLY) and I had never felt this good ever in my life now. AWESOME. 

I was having Chinese papers yesterday. I did quite okay for the essays papers ( I guess?) but OH DEAR GOD, my comprehension paper was totally screwed. I didn't have enough time. I spent like 50 MINUTES for the stupid summary and when I realised I had only 15 more minutes I still had so many questions of 文言文 (means ancient chinese language. It's really hard for normal people like me to understand and interpret those 'ancient words' OH SCREW IT.)  and 名句精華 (chinese idioms). Oh my gosh I was so panic at that moment especially when I realised everyone around me (ESPECIALLY MIN LING) had finished the paper except me. 

Gosh I'm darn scared now. Please I don't want a 'B' for Chinese!!!! It's the language I've spoken since the day I know how to speak. 

I can say my other subjects were quite okay, the only two subjects I'm worrying about are Biology and Chinese. :O

I know many SPM takers said almost all the exam were very easy. Well, I don't dare and don't wanna say they're easy, just in case I can't get good result for the subject, it's gonna be really embarrassing. Right? I need to jaga muka a bit first la.

I took these photos on the last day of SPM, 7.00am. Donno why my school looks so run-down in these photos.

The end of SPM means the end of my high school life (unless I'm going for form 6). Although, very frankly, I don't really like my school, still, this is the place where all my memories with my bunch of close and goo-goo friends begins. 

When I was returning the textbooks in school today, I saw a couple of students ( probably athletes)  in school PE t-shirts, hanging out in school, I realized, that I am not gonna be in uniforms or school t-shirts anymore, I am not gonna hang out in school anymore, I AM really leaving school. Out of sudden I caught a glimpse of sadness. I AM LEAVING HIGH SCHOOL. 

I never thought I'll feel sad, not even a teeny bit, that I'm leaving school. Well I feel sad, of course, as I'm gonna be leaving my friends, but not school. Since I've started high school, I've been complaining about school, the rules ( but seriously the rules are really stupid and unreasonable), the protocols, the prefect board and whatnot. Until today, I realized how unappreciative I was all these years. Oh gosh. ( But I'm still not gonna deny that my school rules are really stupid.)

After all, it was still my school. I've been wearing the uniform with my school badge for five years. This was where I spent most of my time in other than home for five years. This was where I got so many close friends that I could really talk to. And teachers who were like friends to me. *sigh* 

This is gonna be the last photo of me in uniform. Wasn't really in the camwhore mood cause I woke up at 4am on that day and was dead tired. And yes I'm Teoh Kah Woon if you haven't realized.

I'm definitely gonna miss my bunch of friends. I mean, other than the few close friends in school, I don't really have anymore friends that I can actually tell them anything and everything. Though some of them LOVE to tease me so much, but still, I can tell anything to them. I'm being really frank here. And I know I sound so pathetic.

I mean, yeah, there ARE very good friends in church, but still, compared to the friends in school, I'm still not that close to them. In fact, sometimes I feel quite lost whenever they started talking about the past or someone who used to be in church whom just went overseas to further his/her study and many others. Look, most of my church friends knew each other since they were a kid, or maybe since they were born, so, you get what I was saying.

That's why I am considered VERY VERY quiet in church compared with when I'm in school. When Jessica said I am a very quiet girl, I was laughing so hard in my heart, 'cause never once in my life, was there anyone who actually said that I am QUIET. I've always been called by my friends as noisy, loud, annoying, talkative... in school. I was quiet in church 'cause sometimes I really donno how to, you know, get myself involved in their conversation. I just donno what to say. Some people may think I'm unfriendly but really, deep down in my heart, I do wanna talk and fellowship, I wasn't being unfriendly you see, I just, don't know how to fit in? 

I tried to make more new friends, but then I realised, even though I know their names and they know mine, we can't be called friends, 'cause all we do every weekend was just saying hello and bye. Nothing more. We're forever stuck in that hello-byebye relationship. It's pointless and that's why I stopped asking people their names and stuff. It's better to have one friend whom you can really talk to than having 100 friends who only knows your name and nothing more than that. 

I realized that as one grows older, it's harder for him/her to make new friends. As we grow, we kinda have developed this wall, this barrier when we're with other people. 

But at least now I'm closer with my cell girls already la. And some other friends from other cells. Mostly girls la. 

Anyway, dear friends in school, especially mini-pabo, we must keep in touch or else I'll pluck your hair. HAHA.

Some photos from graduation ceremony. 

 The robe. very ugly robe.

 Cam whore photos.

 PUAN SHIRLEY!!!

Min ling Sheep.

 Dong Dong.

 David. My primary school classmate.

 Ji Sheng

Chinese class people.

I guess that's all for now. Suddenly lack of ideas about what to write. SO BYE.



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